The DOG EXHIBITION

...another freak show! I honestly felt like im on a regional level beauty paegent! The gays doing hair to their "dolls"! They use huge amounts of hairspray while brushing them for hours, covering up color imperfections of tails, nails even A holes! Majority of the dog owners seemed to me like "bossy", stressed out dykes, with no make up and bitchy all made up queens with tons of hairgel, plugged eyebrows, Primark looking like suits and shoes even polish factory worker on nite out would feel proud for! those pointy, all glossy with too much going on, on them! those poor dogs are their ticket out of looserland! U should see the face when their dog wins! U wouldnt stick sharp pencil up their arse at that moment! Five cents in bank couldnt feel more important!

Decide or not to decide that is the question

...so i was like ebay shopping, yea! but, geez its so bad! i cannot decide! too many options and unfortunately i cant have it all, and if i could would that b satisfying?! my mum always says in communism in former czechoslovakia was everything better! everyone had a job, health care was free, there was very few crime, but people didnt really have options! things were black and white! u were with the commnists or against! western ideaology was forbidden! now we have it all but we cannot afford it she says! crime, unemployment has grown, people are depressed and unhappy!
u know i never considered myself as one of the group, i hate leaders, i hate someone to tell me what to think, but often its so much easier to be told what to do, decide for me...us, the human race we call for freedom, (which communism wasnt, but people didnt struggle like they do now)but we end up struggling! is it maybe bcos the enemy of that so called freedom is hidden enemy? manipulating us, making us believe the decissions are in our hands, or letting us believe ? questions bring questions with no end.....to b honest, i dont have the answers either, but maybe i just wanted to think about it and maybe itll help u find your own answers! bcos often what it only takes is to think...

Naomi!...miss Campbell, if u r nasty!!

i love Naomi! this bitch is fierce! not only she is so beatyfull, has probably the best body of all of the models ive seen, is intelligent and has persona larger than life! it doesnt let me but say few words to express myself on last public knowen legal issue she dealt with!
in april 2008 she was arrested at London Heathrow, and pleaded guilty to 4 of the 6 charges against her!!! apparently she was using absive words, was assaulting the cabin crew, the police officer arresting her and few other people! For gods sake, they lost her bags ( dont we all know what that feels like?!, u r there standing like an idiot, desperate, with your things u bloody worked your ass off to b able to afford them, and they tell u that like...yea, whatever) ! oh and the assault of cabin crew?! dont make me laugh! I know those sluts at BA, they can b vicios! if the look kills,not the terrorists are the threat on the board of BA flights!
The verdict is! That miss Naomi Campbell is guilty of taking her life in her own hands and doing what most of us have no guts and money for lawyers for!

we love watching the "miss universe" contest! its so much fun! we love to bitch about those ridiculous national costumes, made abviously by someone tripping on LSD or something, like one costume where from behind her neck were somehow sticking out 2 huge plastic doplhins!
In top 10 is always few south american girls looking like a clones thanks to all those surgeries,miss usa seems to fall every year ( like Lucas, my boyfriend said, she knows shes boring, so she falls at least! ) ..and "the question" part! fuck me! they ask her bananas and she answers oranges, as long as it rhymes with world peace!
at the end when they present the prices, like garderobe designed by some talentless asshole with no taste, shoes by Jimmi Poo and whole line of make up u wouldnt put on your face even if u work mcdonalds

..despite i cannot help liking some of the girls...
miss Universe from venezuelaDayana Mendoza, miss Universe from puerto rico Zuleika Rivera, Flaviana,Ly Jonaitis, ...

KABUKI "avant-garde"

is japanese highly stylized form of dance-theater, using very strong make up, often lasting from 5 hours up to whole day!! it sometimes uses technique by which an actor’s costume is ttached to wires and he is made to “fly” over the stage and/or certain parts of the auditorium
females performed both male and female characters, but later females were banned! and male dancers performed both genders! they were mostly very young boys due to their higher pitched voices and less masculine appearance! they often served as prostitutes too!
i got to admire it after ive seen "memoirs of geisha", where the main character performs the "snow dance"! later i realized ive seen dance similar to movements of geishas in Janet Jacksons music video "if", which is my fav video ever! choreographed by Tina Landon!
And Madonna too, used this inspiration in "nothing really matters" music video and created her "drowned world tour" based partialy on kabuki also

Lucas Gracia Grustan !!!....from my point of view!

-Missed flight to italy

I mentioned my troubles at the airport before! well heres another story!
In 2006, when i lived in London i met this totaly fucked up italian! Here i wont made up a name cos ive met quite a few italians and all the names i can think of belong to all of them! Anyway, he lived in italy and he invited me to come for a long weekend! He payed the ticket i was broke as always! I accepted despite him being very bad kisser ( that snake kind ) and had stinky breath!He had a great body tho and seem to adore me!
The flight was friday early morning! the day before i met my that time friend, Jelena...from croatia! ( Jelena is serbian pop singer,that looks like one famous model! thats why i chose this name! all three of them seem to have same plastic surgeon and same SO slutty look! )....she lived in posh St.Johns Wood, in this cute little flat, a bit over the top ( just like her ), with small garden! We met at 2 pm outside Harrods! She wore denim mini skirt, red versace corset and lots of versace chains! while she did some shopping,she also manage to ask some arab staring at me for how much he will buy me!!! Later she bought me Thierry Muglers fragrance and we had a drink at one of the bars, some "coke" she forced me to take and enjoy in the harrods toilets and we went to Sloane street for more shopping! Ive got new Versace sunglasses and a bracelet, she told them im Zidane and they gave us discount! at Dior while trying some heels on, ive realized shes not wearing any knickers.... We went for more drinks, and "coke", she asked another staring guy if he wants to fuck me, and we went to "this" pretencious restaurant in soho for
dinner! Where she right away grabbed waiters ass and asked him if he wants to fuck me, too! sLater he asked me for a number! both pissed, we decided around 2am go home as a i had flight to catch in few hours! She wanted to have a ride and a ride with one of this young boys with rikshas! she picked cute argentinian boy with long hair! I know cos she called me few hours later to tell me all about it! He parked the bicykle outside her posh house, he fucked her, and she chocked him out! she hated strange men sleeping at her house! usually they were just boys, once she laughing said she asked one of them to bring ID, to know if its legal! Im guessing she was around 40, but was hard to tell by all those surgeries! once i went with her to have botox done, she said its vitamines! But what did i know back than!? anyway i reccomend if u havent tried yet! ive had my forhead and loved it!
Btw i missed that flight to italy! i made a huge scene, italian got even more hysterical on the phone, and we never had our date again!

many reasons to love designer shoes!!!!!!

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Here is few of those amazing shoes Versace, Versus by Christopher Kane, Azzedine Alaia, Christian Louboutin do!